I'm very glad I just joined.
I love helping others in any way I can

and I think it will be really good motivation for me
I'm 5'10 
Heaviest I was 170 i believe, and by the end of the summer I dropped to 150 no problem
I haven't weighed myself recently because I'm not aloud to have a scale
I just take measurements

And I am quite sure that my D boobs do not work on my body. 
They make me look so much heavier then I am.
I mostly just want to hide.

I hope everyone had a successful ;) day

I was in control of ced.. I was doing well and now I'm fat again.
I am regaining weight slowly and christmas is coming.. its not the goose getting fat, its me >_<

today im going to have some salad if i am hungry, and nothing else.

finally! decent day! Granola bar - 140 2 light choc puddings - 120 veggies soup - ??? cooked veggies - ??? Together im guessing 500? what do you guys think?

I am almost at my 1st goal weight (again). .4 pounds to go.

metabolism tips anyone?

christmas next week. fuck :l

I'm sorry I haven't been on to post much the past couple of days. (not that too many have noticed I'm sure. ;) ) My in-laws are here, and my husband is on leave, so time on the computer without someone looking over my shoulder is pretty scarce. (<-- Is that spelled right?) I am missing you girls so much already! I know I haven't been a member long, but you ladies (and gents?) keep me going so much! I appreciate and love you all!
I have an app on my phone, but I can't use it to check my "friends page". So if any of you have a moment, I would absolutely LOVE some inspirational messages! I can see those on my phone at least! I really miss you guys and I REALLY hope everyone is staying strong. All of you mean the world. You may not see it right now, but to someone out there, (like me) you mean everything! You guys keep me strong! Ok- enough mushy-gushy stuff! <3 Stay strong beautiful ones!

so i'm dumb.

buttttttttttt, i have REALLY good real girl thinspo on page, most of which i have not seen before, which is good, cus ive seen ALOT. so please please please check it out if you are all looking for inspiration!

much love

<3

help me? i want to make a post with a lot of new thinspo, but how do i insert a link within my post...? i cant figure it out... (just so my post does take up the whole damn page hahah)

i didnt eat anything today but right now im drunk and hi as hell
im so fucked up rightnow

i bet nbody knows my secrets i was chill n with my brother and his gf
and i got drunk and hi im lookn at thi add about how this chick lost 6 bpoundsxz by obeying one rule ..i wanna loosexe wieght im so fuckin gfat!

Just did a pretty successful ab/thigh workout & feeling pretty good.. it's snowing like crrrazzyy out there. I got to leave work early. Or rather, I nagged them until they let me! I drive a little tin can lols.

Starting a 48 hour fast - anyone want to join? If it goes well I might extend it, but I'm thinking just coffee, tea, water & weightlessness :)

so today has been a food fail, but tomorrow i'm going to start my new plan. which basically is try to eat as little as i can get away with on holiday and start running and doing sit-ups and what not. i'm so out of shape, and running helps lose weight too. my new goal is to be able to run a mile without stopping.(: right now i can run .3 of a mile. how lame. lmao.

but at least i'm having a good night. i still have to eat dinner and a cookie or two, but i'm watching the Hangover. this movie is the funniest shit i've seen in awhile. i might watch it again tomorrow. completely brought up my mood about today.:D

oh! and if anyone has any advice on in-home workouts and exercising i can do it would be very much appreciated.(:

Omg so everytime I try to work out my brother walks in wtf. I really need to burn the cals I ate today and I want to clean INTENSELY and then work out as hard as I can. Little brothers are so obnoxioussssss.

Yesterday was bad. Mainly cos I was sooooooooo hungover. Daily total was something stupid like 2000 calories. I haven't gone over 1000 in so many weeks, so i'm not going to beat myself up over a once off like that.

Today back to doing under 500. Black coffee, green tea, ginger tea (gd for digestive system!) and some soup.

I am so not drinking much anymore, i've already cut down to almost once a week, but I got soooo sick yesterday. Probably change of meds too.

Supposed to be going on a hike today =) That will be mega calorie burning !

Hope everyone has had a fab wkend xoxo

Talking to my suicidal friend has made me realize that life is worth living. Yeah, things might go bad. And they might be bad all the time right now. But the future....it's big and full of possibilities. It's full of goals and failures and successes. It's full of hope.

On another note, ate very little today (a few bits of dinner-potatoes and carrots and roast-and two apples), but I drank the cups of chocolate milk. So roughly 700 calories today? IDK

Does it feel like the less you weigh, the fatter you feel to any of you guys? Because it does to me..

today was definitaly alot better than yesterday.
i'd say around 200 calories today?
not exactly the number i wanted but it's still pretty low.
and i finally bought my scale today! :)
YAYYY. now i can weight myself whenever i want.
how's your day been?

when you guys binge do lax work for you? i dont have a gag reflex it SUCKS

Frosty sure is hung! lol
Just some cookies I assumbled today.

Hello everyone!

I'm back, after four long years I have finally given up the fight with Ana- the resistance against it that is... and it hasn't done anything particularly good for me either. Weight gain slowly trickled in during the months and certain life events including the death of my fiance did not help with reckless eating and letting myself go. So I am sitting here writing this with a beaten pride and a god awful figure.

I miss the sense of power that came with being able to say no to food... Anorexia is bad bad bad- this is what I kept telling myself so as to prevent the return of that downward spiral of my health. But it never really left my mind- I'm sure all of you know how it feels during "recovery". Ana is a piece of your mind- regardless how tucked away it might be or how many years go by, it will always be a part of you.

I know its sick.. to come back, but why spend life being displeased with yourself? No matter the consequences.. Thanks for hearing me out.. Its been on my mind for the last four years.

STATS:
(this is so embarrassing, I weighed myself for the first time in a year today.)
Height: 5'6
CW: 151LBS
LW: 85LBS
SGW: 130LBS
LGW: 100LBS

( before+after )

i just got back from a three day cruse and feel so fat. at least i didnt gain as much weight as i would have because i was sea sick for the first day and a half. back to losing what i gained and hopfully from (actully i will make sure that it will be more). i cant belive christmas is in 6 days. just thinking about it makes me worry. their will be so much food and i will be expected to eat heaps grrr. i think i will just fill up on salad adn try and reduce the amount of meat. at least i convinced my dad to invite my grandma over this way we end up will salads instead of the traditional food my grandma will make enough for 10 people even though their would be only three of us(in australia we generally eat salad cause it is so hot) at least i am working boxing day so i wont have to go to the boxing day party YAY.

happy christmas to all of you and enjoy the break.

Is anyone in this communtiy 5"4, and there thighs dont touch at all??


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